You can't just stay out of my life, can you.

It's been a while.

I just wanted to say.

That i don't understand.

I don't understand why I always have to be reminded of you in one form or another, knowing that you probably don't give a rat's ass about me, and I'm doing what I can to move on.

It doesn't help when the internet grows smaller and somehow you appear on my Dashboard even though this is someone whom I've been following for quite some time. Chance. Happenstance. And yet, there you are.

Even though I'm over here, and you're 4,000 or whatever miles away.

You got away from me.

So why can't I get away from you?

I'm not going to continue this post lest I begin to sound trite, bitter, and immature.


It's just ridiculously unfair.


It's like God is trying to mess with me. Or test me.

Knowing that you have moved on and are enjoying your life.

Ugh, Charamy. Be real already.