This might become my new blog.

Or, I'll end up somewhere else.

Either way,

I hope to find my niche,
I hope to have people that allow me to feel what I feel,
to be open with things,
and not be judged.

I know that it's a bit silly to project so many expectations
on someone who may or may not exist
prior to even meeting them

but I think that just details
the qualities I'd expect
in a man
which shows
my standards
I think.

Now that I look at it,
i think it's funny, that
people tell me to stop being so hard on myself

When sometimes, they're the ones judging me, too.



I can't help but wonder if anyone visits this anymore.

I think it's funny because I have far too many blogs as it is

But

I need to change a lot of things in my life.

Because this year will be different.

I will make it so.